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The 'B' part of the BC show. =P

Alright, I just feel like I need to say this, and I don't really know how to say it, so I'm just gonna dive right into it.

Chelsea, in my birthday present you wrote that you were "a boring Mary-Sue" and I really actually started thinking about that today... and there are so many different aspects and angles that make up who you are. You're a far cry from being a boring Mary-Sue.

Like, you're so brave. You may not see it, but I sure do, especially in recent years. You're just so willing to get yourself out there, even if you moan about it on the way. I mean, you've branched out so much. I'd never be able to ask a guy to a dance unless I was sure he liked me because I'm so scared of being rejected. How many people have you asked? David, ZB, that guy Nate. You just did it with total ease, and you're not scared to be yourself. I'm always defensive because I feel like I have to defend who I am, but you're just you. It's so simple, so elegant. You're you, and you don't give a crap who likes it or doesn't. If somebody feels something's wrong with you, you don't change it! You just stay the exact same because you liked yourself the way you are now. I'd never be able to do that. I'd alter myself because I want people to like me.

And you're so caring all the time. I mean, sometimes it's in abstract ways, but even when you claim you don't know what to say in an awkward, sad, or bad situation, you do. You give me the best advice I can apply to all walks of life and not just some stupid little high school issue. I can't believe how lucky I am to have you =P

Then you're so incredibly intelligent. I wouldn't have been able to keep up with all those A.P. classes, and you're more knowledgeable about life issues than anyone could ever think you are. I mean, you're 17, you're not supposed to know about a whole lot besides accessories and hair styles, right? You'd give someone a rude awakening, that's for sure. You're so prepared for the world, even when you don't think so. You've got everything down to pat, and you'll be able to take care of yourself no matter what. I'm absolutely sure of it.

You have so much opportunity just looming around you all the time. You could pick whatever career field you wanted and excel in it with flying colors. Even if you knew nothing about it at first, you'd learn so quick it'd make everyone else's head spin, then you'd beat them at their own games. You'd do it with a smile and a compliment for their efforts, but man you'd beat them good. xD And I so envy that! You may not know what you want to do with your life, or what you were "born to do" like some other kids claim, but you'll find out soon enough and then you'll rock it.

There's so much more I want to say, but I don't even know how to word it. I guess I'll just keep adding onto this as time goes by. So, keep an eye out for new things and just... whenever you feel down, I hope this makes you smile and get back up on your feet =]

Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Comments

Awww!

Bri, I freaking love you. I think secretly I've been dying to hear something like this.

I mean, honestly? The question "why do people like me" has been looming in my head for weeks now. Maybe that's natural. You can't see from anyone else's perspective, so you can't help but wonder every once in a while what people really see in you. This has helped. =]

Heeheeheeee, you better get ready for one of these.